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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
/9:32 PMits been a brand new year. so many things have happened, so many things have changed. i'm counting on this typing to sort out my thoughts. but then again, i barely know where to begin.
you are so amazingly strong, i really admire. i wonder where you find that strength. i was stunned, i was shocked, i am too fucking weak. i dont know what to do even. its just to painful to even imagine. it was meant to be happy, it was. its choking, i can hardly put into words things i want to say or even how i feel. there's nothing worse than being able to do nothing. i can only pray, and pray i will. after all, i've learnt to believe: there can be miracles when you believe. i thought i've been through trip and it was motivational, inspirational. but yet i still find myself stumped, wondering if anything i experienced and learnt could help you at all. or at least help me. its a hell of an emotional rollercoaster. life sucks, i think thats the most apt description i can come up with. but i hope you know, those around you will always give your strength, be there for you. think of the happy moments, believe you have the chance to re-live them.
i just want to hide under the covers and cry myself to sleep.
on a brighter note, work-life it has been for me. i'm so thankful for cheerful and funny people around me, and definitely thankful to have siti working together. i've learnt a lot, realised alot.
i just wish i wasnt so tired after work that i can meet someone everyday. so many friends out there i misssss. need to have more time to catch up man. results coming out, friends leaving/already left. sigh. time flies, i'm already into the very last year of my teenhood. my life is so pathetic. 19 years and nothing accomplished. such a waste ):
till results are back
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